I hate being nice

The title says it all.
I've always been nice.
I always say yes
I always do what friends ask
I always help people out when they are in need.
I hate it.
No one ever does shit for me
When i need a favor where are those friends?
The friends i help would never do the same shit for me.
It's ridiculous.
It allows me to get hurt.
It's because I wear my heart on my sleeve and i always have.
The worst feeling is to be in need and to have those who you have helped for years turn you down.
Or worse they are the ones hurting you.
No more being nice.
No more saying yes.
I will be No woman.
"Hey can you...?"
NO!
"How bout if...?"
NO!
"Buuut this...?"
NO! NO! NO!
"PLEASE!?!"
NO! REALLLLLLYYY NO!!!
I fucking hate the word please.
It means shit.
Those 6 words will NOT change my mind
They have made me do shit in the past but no more.
Really wat is the meaning behind them?
its just 6 letters.
Those 6 letter lead to begging.
Nothing pisses me off more than a friend who begs.
Seriously?
Is that all our friendship means to you?
You have to resort to begging me to get what you need, what you want?
Even when I hate it, I"ve made my position clear that this is stupid
You still beg.
Just shut up.
I don't want to hear it.
I'm sorry to be this way but i'm going to start looking out for myself
I'm done caring about others more than me.
Go find someone else to push around and do this ridiculous favor for you.
I'm out.
I'm done
No more miss nice Manda.
You have all called me a bitch.
You don't know bitch, the real bitch will come out
That was a prequel to the ultimate bitch that i CAN be
Thanks for bringing her out.
Oh and she hates you, so enjoy :)