Please? Before I Fall

Please, give me a reason to stop.
This is nonsense.
I don't want this, nor can it occur.
Therefore you must do something to prevent this.
Say something.
Do something.
Please I'm begging you.
Don't let this happen.
I can't do that again.
Not yet.
The pain is unbearable,
and I'm not yet healed from my previous encounter.
I cannot allow myself to fall down the same path.
It will be the same, will it not?
Please say it won't.
Not with you.
Surely you couldn't hurt me.
Surely if you said those words you'd mean them.
But you never will.
I can't even get my hopes up.
I know your thoughts.
But there is always....
No, it can't happen.
It won't
So please before I go insane,
before i fall,
catch me
or better yet push me back up.
It's your choice but dear God i hope you make a decision soon.
The gnawing and tearing at my heart is killing me.
Please?